Love.

♥ Wednesday, January 13, 2016

lets briefly blog what I did past few days.

i am super sick on Saturday i went to clinic to see doctor(opp my hse) ate the medicine

Sunday i am super sick i stay at home, but i don wan to stay at home to bored ask my bf to bring me to jem, we have hk cafe WHOOO:D bought one top n head home after packing dinner for sis&bro

Monday on mc, bf acc me to see doctor again, do not have the appetite to eat):head home after that ate my medicine n sleep):

Tuesday head to work,ard 9+ AM I am feeling uncomfortable i head to nuh straight its super not right i puking non stop): cnt eat or drink ): when i reach NUH, i am super scared, the scene flash through my mind): just like 1yr lplus back, the scene was i am gg to admitted soon, my ex bf haven reach so i told doctor to wait he say oky, then the flashback i pls him ask him not to send me in bt he insist for my own good, he did not wait for me he went home w/o telling me ): the same feeling i have , my phone battery doesn't left much, i am so scared that my bf will leave me he will go off even it need to wait for 2hrs but my bf told me dont worry i am oustide w/0 how many hours i am there, when i can gt out of my bed i am so happy he is there, i am not so scared, i believe that there such guy exist thankful, he sent me home, cook porridge for me let me have a good rest while he use com to work

drip in the room): so sad):

Wednesday on mc, boyf cook porridge for me , i am super tankful& appreciated,

I believe , lesson being learnt is the greatest gift from god .

BABYYYesth.

♥ Friday, November 13, 2015

its November, i hate it so much. i have no idea, only myself know it too much.

why do you add me in LINE, i delete straight away, sorry.

my boyf has been hinting me so much, to buy a house, to get marry next year, one of e reaons, i am so happy one of the reason i am so scared,i gt no idea.

my heart isnt feeling any better, i just kept quiet,how i wish i can always be happy always?

i just want all my simple happiness always stay sweet.

I believe , lesson being learnt is the greatest gift from god .

BABYYYesth.

♥ Sunday, November 1, 2015

Its the month of November, yes,I hate November so much & of course October. I have the reasons behind it, but it has past let it pass then.October wasn't a smooth month for me too many things happens at WORK. Relationship also. I could say if you cant be there for me as i needed you means you means nothing to me in my life, because i have to been through myself, means i am well independence. During this 1year, i learn to grow do everything by myself even the hardest decision i could, I know that my past wont be affecting me i have grown to be a stronger girl, If you dont find time for me, dont wait till too late then wait for others to have the time w me, you are TOO LATE.

September was the most happiest month, i went to taiwan to celebrate my birthday:)

I believe , lesson being learnt is the greatest gift from god .

BABYYYesth.

♥ Monday, August 31, 2015

its last day of August , soon it will be September already, its my fav month:D taiwan trip is coming, i am thxful the air ticket is paid by boyf(: yesh , i will be flying every yr during my bday, as i dont wan to stay in SG just like the past, i have my dreams to fulfill so wish me good luck, i have book my btt, hopefully i can get my license by end of this year:D

If time can rewind, i will not stick with a guy who i gives up everything even my friends, my freedom, my family, right now i have plenty time for them, as my bf told me you need to balanced you time well,be it is male or female, as long as they are friends to you you may talk & whatapp, i feel so GOOD,rather than i have fights over small issues with these, seriously rubbish, i dont knw why i can bear for years , indeed i m stupid, hahaahah its OVER i am awake right now, need to seriously think that what my future will be like, dont be a dumb follow n listen to a guy anymore, need to learn to do things n follow my own ways.:D

hahahaaa i wonder my bday what will i get:D cant wait to go taiwan trip;D

I believe , lesson being learnt is the greatest gift from god .

BABYYYesth.

♥ Saturday, June 20, 2015

Hi people, I am back to blogging.

As anyone of you notice, i have change to another person but its good i change for a better one, i am not like those days girl temper &attitude so easily, angrily over a small thing, i know its good, i know i lost someone who i used to love alot, plus definitely i want to say a BIG THANKYOU to him letting me to grow and be more independent without anyone out to help, when you have a big fall, when you began to lose everything at one GO,you have to step by step to stand up by yourselves even you have fall sick, you also have to have your medicine without anyone there to help you, so remember all is by yourself no ones else. I learnt from my lesson, never fully trust100% all you trust is yourself but no one else. Additional point, i am glad that i am NOT married to him as he is someone that dont deserve me, he is married to a china girl & have a kid all i could say to you, have a blissful family, i dont blame you its just that our fate end this way, plus the girl know that you have a gf stil want to be with you than i give you to her, i know what it means to be yours will return to be yours, never betray if you really love someone.

Right now, i have someone who loves me with his whole heart yes, i get to know all his friends such as male or females they are way awesome friends to know, plus its a happy that i have so much freedom compare to last time, more healthy relationship, i know i need time to gain back trust, my scar in my heart still nott yet fully recover, i am scared to have a big fall so i am v careful this time. All i could say a big thankyou to my boyf who always dote me like a queen, keep me accompany when he is available or his friends just to let me feel more friends i am nt lonely, yes my boyf is not 5weekday work, he has to work weekends but it okay, being a couple dont need to stick 24hours, even stick 24hours on weekend there still be chances to have tiff,quarrel, sometimes being a couple you all need time for yourselves and have freedom by yourself to do something you like.

i got to say my scar will always be hurt even the time pass there are till wounds it will never be recover unless i die i will have no feelings.

A great Friday ytd with boyf n his friends. i am not a girl will stay at bf house anymore, i am scared already.

I believe , lesson being learnt is the greatest gift from god .

BABYYYesth.

♥ Wednesday, February 25, 2015

Hies i am back to blogging days , misses me?

18/02/15
Wake up darm early cab to guang ming shan to pray my dad,ard 11+ cab home, nap awhile, ard 6+ have my first reunion dinner with family & uncle, watch drama & sleep (:

19/02/15
Happy Chinese New Year! Woke up 12+ , slack at home, until 3pm prepared and head to Uncle Eng house ard 5+ to bai nian, ard 6+ to ah tin ah yi house bai nian till 9+ head to JP to have MOF for dinner n home ard 10:D

20/02/15
2nd CNY, head to baby house to bai nian(; head to er jie house head to ah har ah yi house, have late lunch & dinner over there, ard 9pm head to JP to watch ah boy to man 3.:} movie started at 1030, end at 1245am and cab home:)

21/02/15
rest at home too tired.

22/02/15
woke up darm early 730am prepared leave house ard 845am reach sk 10am. Have Mac breakfast with baby at compass point, visit kennth lim house first, wilson house, baby house, kennth tan house,jinlong house than Awllyn house lastly, ard 10pm left Allwyn house walk baby house, waited for baby take a bath drive me to amk to have supper and drive me home, waited for me to shower finish, help me dry my hair, and see me on my bed than he go off, so sweet of him, i appreciate all little things done by him:)

23/02/15
first day of work, in holiday mood, head home after work, baby end his work, came to find me (: surprise me with cake so sweeeet:D

24/02/15
happy 2month dearest baby, i appreciate all little things by you, just let me smile, super grateful all the things you did for me, always bear with me with my bad temper, lastly guide me through this period, though i know i am not worth it, because i am selfish girlf of yours, but you believe in us, so i will proof to you:) never go work, rest at home, do revision:D

25/02/15
back to work, finish my work, & head to Uncle 70th birthday a jurong safra n home after that tired day>!

I believe , lesson being learnt is the greatest gift from god .

BABYYYesth.

♥ Tuesday, February 17, 2015

Its been 4th year i did not come home for reunion dinner, its 4th years than i am back for reunion with mom, as always pass for few years, always CHU YI then i eat with my family,but right now, i will eat with my mom every year till i die. yesh i have been ufilli for years, i am sorry.

i will be a good daughter from the day i broke with MR NG.

My holiday start from today! I finish my work head for haircare, pack my dinner no food, need to walk very far just for food, watch TV, home.

I just call from baby, baby say wht time meet ? i say you wake up than say he say cannot late liao cannot meet, hehehe so cute of him. cant wait to meet him tmr(: he is still working hard now.

i promised i will kept every little photo of us in my thumbdrive i will give you a big surprise.

I believe , lesson being learnt is the greatest gift from god .

BABYYYesth.