Hies i am back to blogging days , misses me?

18/02/15
Wake up darm early cab to guang ming shan to pray my dad,ard 11+ cab home, nap awhile, ard 6+  have my first reunion dinner with family & uncle, watch drama & sleep (:

19/02/15
Happy Chinese New Year! Woke up 12+ , slack at home, until 3pm prepared and head to Uncle Eng house ard 5+ to bai nian, ard 6+ to ah tin ah yi house bai nian till 9+ head to JP to have MOF for dinner n home ard 10:D

20/02/15
2nd CNY, head to baby house to bai nian(; head to er jie house head to ah har ah yi house, have late lunch & dinner over there, ard 9pm head to JP to watch ah boy to man 3.:} movie started at 1030, end at 1245am and cab home:)

21/02/15
rest at home too tired.

22/02/15
woke up darm early 730am prepared leave house ard 845am reach sk 10am. Have Mac breakfast with baby at compass point, visit kennth lim house first, wilson house, baby house, kennth tan house,jinlong house than Awllyn house lastly, ard 10pm left Allwyn house walk baby house, waited for baby take a bath drive me to amk to have supper and drive me home, waited for me to shower finish, help me dry my hair, and see me on my bed than he go off, so sweet of him, i appreciate all little things done by him:)

23/02/15
first day of work, in holiday mood, head home after work, baby end his work, came to find me (: surprise me with cake so sweeeet:D

24/02/15
happy 2month dearest baby, i appreciate all little things by you, just let me smile, super grateful all the things you did for me, always bear with me with my bad temper, lastly guide me through this period, though i know i am not worth it, because i am selfish girlf of yours, but you believe in us, so i will proof to you:) never go work, rest at home, do revision:D

25/02/15
back to work, finish my work, & head to Uncle 70th birthday a jurong safra n home after that tired day>!

Its been 4th year i did not come home for reunion dinner, its 4th years than i am back for reunion with mom, as always pass for few years, always CHU YI then i eat with my family,but right now, i will eat with my mom every year till i die. yesh i have been ufilli for years, i am sorry.

i will be a good daughter from the day i broke with MR NG.

My holiday start from today! I finish my work head for haircare, pack my dinner no food, need to walk very far just for food, watch TV, home.

I just call from baby, baby say wht time meet ? i say you wake up than say he say cannot late liao cannot meet, hehehe so cute of him. cant wait to meet him tmr(: he is still working hard now.

i promised i will kept every little photo of us in my thumbdrive i will give you a big surprise.

Hies, something is bothering too much. I got to a new relationship with my current boyfriend, before we got together we are dating, we are very happy and a happy time together, but January is a fruitful to us without any quarrel, but February we have tiffs over my ex boyfriend things. He always do the things just to let me feel happy, yes, i feel blessed to be with him, he always surprise me with all the little things i will just smile, we laugh together.

Its the 1st valentine's together but we did not celebrate because he is working,after 5 years, i spent my 1st valentine with my dearest GIRLS, Serena & Huiyi, went to strictly pancakes for brunch,head to plaza sing for window shopping and have a chatting session, head to orchard together, but they both head to far east , when i head to deli center for manicure & pedicure, ard 8+ head to Jem meet GF n her bf for dinner at pepper lunch. Head home ard 11pm, bath already wait for boyf call, but i fall alseep. ):

15feb
Head to plaza sing again, met baby at toastbox, head off to Teo Heng Ktv at Rendevous Hotel for singing session from 1-5pm, head back to plaza sing, baby friends have NAM NAM for dinner, chatting session for baby n his brothers. Head to Xin Wang for dinnner for me & baby while his brothers for desserts session. Ard 8+ all separates our ways, we head to OC for phototaking. Ard 10+ we head home.

16feb
Woke up at 10+ prepared and head to polyclinic for injection  with baby): i thought it was just injection, but end up the nurse say i got to do blood tests its freaking PAIN i can say ): after that we head for 400+ for brunch, while baby head to work, i head home for a rest, straight away reach home i fall asleep, i am so tired after the blood test& injections. I just spend my day like this.

why am i so afraid of breakups, why am i feel so scare, why am i feeling a bad feeling, why why, why do i have to be this, why cant i have a happy day without any fears, is it so difficult,walking in the darkness alone is super scary!