♥ Saturday, June 20, 2015
As anyone of you notice, i have change to another person but its good i change for a better one, i am not like those days girl temper &attitude so easily, angrily over a small thing, i know its good, i know i lost someone who i used to love alot, plus definitely i want to say a BIG THANKYOU to him letting me to grow and be more independent without anyone out to help, when you have a big fall, when you began to lose everything at one GO,you have to step by step to stand up by yourselves even you have fall sick, you also have to have your medicine without anyone there to help you, so remember all is by yourself no ones else. I learnt from my lesson, never fully trust100% all you trust is yourself but no one else. Additional point, i am glad that i am NOT married to him as he is someone that dont deserve me, he is married to a china girl & have a kid all i could say to you, have a blissful family, i dont blame you its just that our fate end this way, plus the girl know that you have a gf stil want to be with you than i give you to her, i know what it means to be yours will return to be yours, never betray if you really love someone.
Right now, i have someone who loves me with his whole heart yes, i get to know all his friends such as male or females they are way awesome friends to know, plus its a happy that i have so much freedom compare to last time, more healthy relationship, i know i need time to gain back trust, my scar in my heart still nott yet fully recover, i am scared to have a big fall so i am v careful this time. All i could say a big thankyou to my boyf who always dote me like a queen, keep me accompany when he is available or his friends just to let me feel more friends i am nt lonely, yes my boyf is not 5weekday work, he has to work weekends but it okay, being a couple dont need to stick 24hours, even stick 24hours on weekend there still be chances to have tiff,quarrel, sometimes being a couple you all need time for yourselves and have freedom by yourself to do something you like.
i got to say my scar will always be hurt even the time pass there are till wounds it will never be recover unless i die i will have no feelings.
A great Friday ytd with boyf n his friends. i am not a girl will stay at bf house anymore, i am scared already.
BABYYYesth.
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