♥ Wednesday, April 14, 2010
为什么你可以然我快乐_下伤心哪么多!
It seems like you doesn’t care so much only have empty promises and disappointment one after and other. Last time you used to text almost 20 texts daily as the time pass day by day pass yr texts are as lesser as then 5 unless it happened that we have tiff or I am not happy or you have sth to tell mi.
You did promised before you off to bed you will text now you nvr and I ask why yr ans is “Sry, I fall asleep,I am tired, I forgt” so I shall hack care have text or no text from you isn’t? nvm.
Dun ask mi ( why I dun have letters every week or every 2 weeks 1 letter or morning texts is you are the one who break yr own promises .I only disappoint you 1 time and 1st time , I put in a lot of effort not to let you be unhappy and worry but you let mi having again & again! Firstly you know why I dare nt go in relationship with you becos of things ard and it happened to you now almost the same situation.you promised you wont like that and you say I very SURE VERY SURE and etc. TRUST MI.
When I did not reply yr texts for just 15min you will text you busy ah, but ever you thought of mi waiting there for ur texts for hours and you nv reply did I ever text you busy I nvr .
For calls, I called you like nobody business then you will only text (yes?) (you called mi?) but I notice yr friend called you you received missed call you will called bk but for mi you only text its unfair alright they are yr friends you can called bk I am yr girlfriend you will only text till hours later and its my time to off to bed soon. But you think back have I ever did that to you and let you wait so long? No mostly is 30min or lesser. You did not even call or text for 6hours & etc when I never contact you it only when I text you/msn/call you then you reply mins laters.You say to mi that I wont like let you wait for more than 30min unless I am slping .yup, last time when you are playing dota you will text mi almost every 15min once now no its different not even a text till you are doing nth or you are really free. Its okay I will get used to it and feel numb!
When you going out I notice that you will say you are tired you reach home still can on9 when I called you you say you are using com that means using com or surfing the net is important then keep mi accompany . Put yr self in my shoes alright.
If this is yr way so be it I will BEAR with it with all my effort and GET USED TO IT ! I am very sure you will be asking ( are you being happy with mi?) My ans is ( yes, nvm as long as my hearts lies with you till I get NUMB) So why can’t you sacrifice a bit just to let mi feel HAPPY ALWAYS,HAPPY EVER MOMENTS HAPPY EVERYDAY! Why cant you? You still ask mi if dun change you dun wan mi anymore? My ans is (No, because I love you, why can’t you made an effort to change let mi happy and contended, why? If you dun put effort means yr words are just words are nothing just an empty stuff and you said to mi I mean a lot to you but it seems like nth alright , just wrds but not actions.
So since you hack care then suit yr way, I shall be like that too. So dun tell mi why I become like that and treats you like that/;Some of my friends asked mi he dun text you why you text him, you dun missed him, I reply I missed him but if I text him still the same I have to wait for his texts for hours ): must as well just wait at there better rather then texting you be a fool. I am a dumb silly fool like a few days already so I shall dun text and wait for yr calls
Lastly I miss you very much ): & I love you a lot ): but to you I dun think so.
BABYYYesth.
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