Hies, something is bothering too much. I got to a new relationship with my current boyfriend, before we got together we are dating, we are very happy and a happy time together, but January is a fruitful to us without any quarrel, but February we have tiffs over my ex boyfriend things. He always do the things just to let me feel happy, yes, i feel blessed to be with him, he always surprise me with all the little things i will just smile, we laugh together.

Its the 1st valentine's together but we did not celebrate because he is working,after 5 years, i spent my 1st valentine with my dearest GIRLS, Serena & Huiyi, went to strictly pancakes for brunch,head to plaza sing for window shopping and have a chatting session, head to orchard together, but they both head to far east , when i head to deli center for manicure & pedicure, ard 8+ head to Jem meet GF n her bf for dinner at pepper lunch. Head home ard 11pm, bath already wait for boyf call, but i fall alseep. ):

15feb
Head to plaza sing again, met baby at toastbox, head off to Teo Heng Ktv at Rendevous Hotel for singing session from 1-5pm, head back to plaza sing, baby friends have NAM NAM for dinner, chatting session for baby n his brothers. Head to Xin Wang for dinnner for me & baby while his brothers for desserts session. Ard 8+ all separates our ways, we head to OC for phototaking. Ard 10+ we head home.

16feb
Woke up at 10+ prepared and head to polyclinic for injection  with baby): i thought it was just injection, but end up the nurse say i got to do blood tests its freaking PAIN i can say ): after that we head for 400+ for brunch, while baby head to work, i head home for a rest, straight away reach home i fall asleep, i am so tired after the blood test& injections. I just spend my day like this.

why am i so afraid of breakups, why am i feel so scare, why am i feeling a bad feeling, why why, why do i have to be this, why cant i have a happy day without any fears, is it so difficult,walking in the darkness alone is super scary!